Mood - Pissed Off

Song - Whatever is playin' on the radio

Alot has happened since April, but I can't really remember all that happened, so I'm not goin' to write about it.

As of now I'm stuck in Dover, until 9:30am tomorrow, because my clutch cable snapped on Tuesday and the people who are suppose to fix it are fuckin' around, so I'm stuck and I really hate bein' here, I mean I've been here since Saturday, I am truly home sick.  I wanna leave and go home for at least one night, but it doesn't look like that is goin' to happen, which sucks!!!    I am totally bummed, I mean I just got my subs hooked up in my car and I wanna show off.  Even though my trunk rattles really bad when they are on, but only because when you have that much bass, you can't really hold it together.

Ok I'm good for right now...

My mind is sooo fucked up, ok so I'll update another day.

Mood - I'm Feelin' Really Good Today

Song - Jennifer Lopez - Love Don't Cost A Thing

So much has happened since Feb 14th.  My god has it ever.  So instead of writin' paragraphs, I'm just goin' to do bullets on main things that have happened, or that is still goin' on, haha.  It'll make sense I promise. 

• Got a job at Walmart again as a Cashier, Feb 26th I think.
• Misty and DJ are still married and together.
• Sam is still with Doug and they're havin' a baby in November.
• I'm totally over Josh and Stephan bein' together.  Meaning I'm not a jealous bitch anymore.  I'm happy they're together and I hope they last forever.  Because they've already lasted longer than Josh and I did, haha.
• Met Chris and Monica from Dover.
• Just put a new hole in my back plastic window on my car. 
• I have 1200+ songs in my mp3 library.
• I'm gettin' my 2008 Smart ForTwo Cabrio for sure.
• Met Justin from Strasburg.
• Lost my license March 5th, will get it back November 15th.
• Met Tony and Brandon from Dover.
• Charles bought a 2007 Honda Civic.
• David went back to Chad the fuckin' bitch!

And now I can't think of anything else, so I'll try to update at least once a week, we'll see how that goes though, lol.

Mood - I Think I'm Gettin' A Cold Again

Song - The Pussycat Dolls - Stick Wit U - Dave Aude Remix Edit

So what's up?  Not to much, haha.  You know what I freakin' loath?  Valentine's Day!  I'd like it more if it was Valentino Day, lol.  What is up with Valentine's Day anyways?  Who came up with that day?  I really don't care, because I never celebrate it, along with every other holiday in the year except: 
My B-Day which is a major holiday  
July 4th (only because there is fireworks and I'm a pyro)
Halloween (because I can dress up)
New Years (because I can get crunk, lol).

Wanna know how to perform in the snow better?  This only applies with people who own 5spd/manual vehicles.  When you're goin' around a turn, push in the clutch so you're in neutral and you'll be able to handle the car alot more with counter steering.

So yea I forget who I heard it from but I guess some place in the state of New York got 10 feet of snow.  How hot would that be?!  That is like my car times 2.....because my car is 5 feet tall.  Though I wonder if like I went out my bedroom window onto the roof and jumped into the snow if I'd sink to the bottom and wouldn't be able to get out.  That I guess would be scary. 

As you know me I'm not one to say anything in chronological order.  So I just have some random things to talk about.

David R. broke up with Chad once and for all, and we've been hangin' out like everyday, catchin' up on everything, hangin' out, goin' to the club, or just drivin' around.  I missed him, and now he's back.  YAY! 

Added Josh P. back onto my friends list for Myspace, but we still don't talk as much as we use to, probably because he has a boyfriend now (Stephan).  And now that they're together, Josh doesn't talk to or hang out with his friends as much anymore.  I really don't care, because I don't really care for him to much.  He's more of an acquaintance now.  If he says "hi" I'll say "hi" back.  I'm not tryin' to get into any in depth conversations with him, because I don't really care for him to much.  He hasn't really grown up I think.....stuck in a world where he thinks everyone revolves around him, and if he needs somethin' he demands it from that person.  And he will never get that from me.  I've never met someone like that in my life.
I could probably write a huge novel about him, but I'm not goin' to.  I have to write about important people.

Still don't have a job, tryin' to get back into Walmart, because I think that is where I need to be.  I'll just have to work my way up.  Or I'm tryin' to get into a Retirement Home for old people in Palmyra.  Also in Palmyra there is a position available at the municipal building.  So I'll keep ya updated, if and when I actually get hired some where.

So I still have to call PennDot to try to reschedule a 6-point exam, so I don't lose my license for 8 months instead of 6.  In which I'm losin' my license March 5th, 2007.  Yuck, I'm not goin' to have my convertible for the whole summer.  Hopefully I can get a job before then, so I can try to get a drivin' work permit, to drive to and from work.....haha, but also to the club, lol.  I'll just have to drive sensible.

The heat in my car still doesn't work.  I've tried replacing the thermostat, flushing all the coolant out, and burping the system.  Still no luck, I'm gonna try two more things to see if they work, if not, I am only going to work on replacing the heater core during the summer, because I hate this cold weather! 

This past Saturday I went to club XS (surprise surprise (sarcism)) and yes I was makin' out with a straight girl for about an hour, oops.  I'm still gay, lol.

February 20th will mark One Full Licious Year that I did not have sex.  And you best believe someone better be givin' it up for me that night, lol. 

.....I would have had to wait really until May something to go a full year without sexual anything to be considered celibate.  Graham just happened to correct me.  But I thought it sounded good.  "And I'm not scheduling sex!"

And that's the news from my point of view.

Mood - Hungry, But When Aren't I?

Song - Ayumi Hamasaki - Until That Day

So I don't know what my problem is on why I don't come in here everyday to update this, because I do alot in a day, usually and then I forget it.

And I felt like writin' what happened within the past week, but now I don't.  So I'll just try to remember to write stuff.

Mood - A Little Light Headed, But It's Cool, Cuz There Is Snow On The Ground.

Song - Pink - U & Ur Hand

Ouch, I just hit my knee on my desk, lol. 

Wow it's been a full week since I've been on here, sorry you guys!

So yea after the club last week the next two days were shitty cuz I felt sick in the stomach like I was that night.  I hate that feeling.  And I don't like throwin' up so the first night after, that I felt sick, I was like freakin' out and I was out sittin' in my car like shiverin', and my head on my steering wheel, just praying that I wouldn't throw up, I didn't so it was good.  The next night wasn't as bad, but I felt it comin' on so I would just stay still laying on the floor until it went away.

Ok so that took up Sunday Night and Monday Night.  Tuesday - I don't remember what I did.  All I know is that on Tuesday through Thursday I was out lookin' for jobs.  Puttin' in applications and what not.  Boring I know, but what am I to do......not like I'm winning the lottery anytime soon, because I don't play haha.  I really want a job in the automotive field!

Thursday I went to Apex in DC with Graham, James, Carl, And Brendan.  Had a blast, as I always do when I go out to clubs, haha.  Ended up makin' out with Carl most of the night.  When we got home around 6am and Graham had already left Carl realized he left his cellular mobile device in Graham's car, so he slept over and we picked it up the next day.  Nothing happened, because for those of you who know me really well, I'm celibate and I'm not out to sleep around with people.  So that was Thursday Night into Friday and on Friday Night, Misty and I were hangin' out, chillin', playin' StepMania when my mom came into my room and started freakin' out because I didn't have a job and something else about Walmart but I'm not going to bring that up.  And also that T-Mobile sent me a bill for a fone that I didn't use.  But I got the whole T-Mobile thing sorted out and I don't have to pay anything.

Ok blah blah blah, um....Saturday Night, HOOOOOO YEA!  Best night ever.  First let me tell you how good I was lookin'.  Not like a little boi.  I had a black with white pin-striped Express shirt on, white pants, black dress shoes, and black belt on.  My hair was outstanding!  My first faux-hawk.  Oh my ga it was sexy!  And I loved it.  I actually thought I looked older for my age, in which I enjoyed.  And I got alot of looks too.  But I felt really nervous though, lol.    Oh yea I had to sneak outta my house to actually go, and G-Ham picked me up with Rissa.  Got there around 10:15 and had my first X-Rated Bartender and it was in a much larger glass, which was ok, lol.  Everyone was there by 12:00....Jenny, Jeffy, Mike, Stephan (oooo la la ), Rob, Dave, Graham, Rissa, Ray, Austin, Brendan, Johnny, Jeff and a few others.  But yea it was a good night, and I had 2 and a half X-Rated Bartenders.  I'm building my tolerance or they're just puttin' less alcohol in it, lol.  So yea it was awesome and to make story short.  I went back with Jeffy, Mike, and Stephen and yea......and stuff and stuff. 

That's it, I actually took a break half way through this to play StepMania, and I lost all trains of thought, so I stopped here, lol.